The endometriosis has returned. At least it’s what I think right now.
Next week, I have my third surgery for this disease. Now, most of the time I’m fine. And I’m the type of person who works diligently through my pain a it doesn’t stop me from being a productive person. But eventually I get to the point that I need to have a procedure as the pain reaches a distracting level.
Have I mentioned how much I hate pain – how I would rather endure surgery than experience daily agony?
I’ve written about my experiences with this illness here, here and here. Of course, I’m always doing what I can do educate others about the illness. It is believed that ten percent of people with female reproductive parts have endometriosis – and this includes some transgender men. Many women are told that pain with periods is normal, so women will go years before they are diagnosed. People like Lena Dunham, Susan Sarandon, and Whoopi Goldberg have had the disease. It is also believed Hillary Rodham Clinton and Marilyn Monroe suffered with it as well. While doctors try various pills and medications to treat the illness, it often feels like there are few good treatments besides surgery. The other treatments I’ve tried were spoiled by the side effects.
While most of my energy is dedicated to work and healing, little time has gone to writing. Which is why I’m giving what I can tonight to my craft and calling as a writer. In the next few days I hope to write more here about my experiences with endometriosis in the pulpit and as a woman.
I’m very fortunate that I’ve gone years between each of my surgeries – unlike many women. My hope is that in a few weeks I will be back to my normal self – blooming with energy and gaining momentum to become active again. This is what happened after the first two surgeries, and I pray that it will happen this third time. All I want is to feel human once again, to savor the joys of life with friends and find myself outside under the sun instead of on the couch and in bed during free time.
Netflix is nice, but there is so much streaming one wants to experience because there is an entire world to see, hear, and taste.