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The Grace Project

22 Monday Aug 2016

Posted by mictori in Life, Music, Pop, Pop Culture, Single in the Sanctuary

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image.jpgI give no grace to myself.

There.  I said it.  It’s been my reality for the 43 years I’ve been alive.  I’ve apologized millions of times for my existence.  My competitive nature does not play well with my graceless attitude because I compare myself with others and then give myself a tough time when I haven’t achieved the same.  I blame myself for not marrying in my twenties or thirties.  I blame myself for not having children or being at the top of my career.  I blame myself for my weight and all of my health issues (most of which I can not control).  I blame myself for the times when I fell short of my goals and dreams.

I blame myself when I forget something relatively small because I forget that I am human.

Because I am so hard on myself, I tend to really rob myself of grace when others give me a tough time about mistakes.  For some reason, ever since I was young, I believed that I needed to be my own worse critic, so when someone else is tougher on me than I am on myself, I raise my level of self-criticism.

I forget that my faith is one that is all about grace.  I neglect to acknowledge that God is pouring copious amounts of grace upon me even as I rob myself of the same. While I am generous in grace with others – mostly because that is the way I would want to be treated – I can not gift the same to myself.

Technically, living in my own critical, graceless head is hell because there is a wall between me and God’s mercy. If hell exists, it can’t be any worse than this, I now think to myself.

There have been times in my past when I’ve noticed that my soul is either filled with rage against me or completely empty.  My soul has lacked love from me, and now is the time to work on filling up that tank with something positive, not the negative it has become accustomed to.

So today I open myself up to the world of my greatest shortcoming: lacking self-grace.  Today, I move towards loving myself, knowing that I will continue to be human and continue to make mistakes.  And sometimes, what I will do will hurt someone else – not because I want it to, but because we all overlook others.  But now when I make those errors, it’s my call to begin the process of forgiveness, to extend reconciliation not only to neighbor but to self.

This new project of mine can be best summed up in the words of Florence + The Machine’s song “Shake It Out”:

And I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I’m gonna cut it out and then restart

Dear graceless heart, it’s time for you to go.  It’s time to heal from your scars.  It’s time to embrace grace as a way of living.

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God Goes Pop – Resurrection Playlist Edition

31 Sunday Mar 2013

Posted by mictori in Life, Music, Pop, Pop Culture

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Alanis Morrisette, Anything Could Happen, At Last, Barry Manilow, Bright Side of the Road, Carry On, Dog Days Are Over, Don Henley, Don't Stop Believin', Easter, Ellie Goulding, Elton John, Emily, Escape Club, Etta James, Faith Hill, Fire and Rain, Florence + The Machine, Fun, Gloria Gaynor, Heart of the Matter, Here Comes the Sun, Here I Go Again, How to Save a Life, Huey Lewis and the News, I Made It Through the Rain, I will Always Love You, I Will Survive, I'll Be There, I'm Still Standing, Incomplete, Jacob's Ladder, James Taylor, Jimmy Eat World, Journey, Katy Perry, Kelly Clarkson, Let My Love Open the Door, Michael W. Smith, Music, P!nk, Part of Me, Paula Abdul, Pete Townshend, Peter Gabriel, Playlist, Promise of a New Day, Raise Your Glass, Resurrection, Shake It Out, Solsbury Hill, Someone Like You, Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You), The Beatles, The Fray, The Middle, There You'll Be, Van Morrison, Whitesnake, Whitney Houston

IMG_2477Last night, I was having a conversation with some folks about compiling a resurrection playlist.  For fun and inspired by them, I came up with a resurrection playlist.  These songs connected me to themes of remembering, hope, grace and resilience and have often been a source of comfort and strength during difficult moments.

1. Carry On – Fun
2. The Heart of the Matter – Don Henley 
3. Anything Could Happen – Ellie Goulding
4. I’ll Be There – Escape Club
5. Shake It Out – Florence & The Machine
6. Dog Days Are Over – Florence & The Machine
7. You’ve Got the Love – Florence & The Machine
8. Jacob’s Ladder – Huey Lewis and the News 
9. Fire and Rain – James Taylor 
10. The Middle – Jimmy Eat World
11. Don’t Stop Believin’ – Journey
12. Part of Me – Katy Perry 
13. Stronger (What Doesn’t Kill You) – Kelly Clarkson 
14. Emily – Michael W. Smith 
15. Raise Your Glass – P!nk
16. Promise of a New Day – Paula Abdul 
17. Let My Love Open the Door – Pete Townshend 
18. Solsbury Hill – Peter Gabriel 
19. Here Comes the Sun – The Beatles 
20. Bright Side of the Road – Van Morrison
21. Someone Like You – Van Morrison
22. Incomplete – Alanis Morrisette
23. There You’ll Be – Faith Hill
24. How to Save a Life – The Fray
25. Here I Go Again – Whitesnake
26. I Will Always Love You – Whitney Houston
27. At Last – Etta James
28. I Made It Through the Rain – Barry Manilow
29. I’m Still Standing – Elton John
30. I Will Survive – Gloria Gaynor

What are some of your favorite songs that remind you of resurrection?  List them below or tweet me at @mictori.

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