God of laughs and tears-
In this dreadful episode of our lives,
When the days are long and nearly the same
And our adventures are limited,
The grief is pouring from our heavy hearts.
For some, the work is getting harder.
Our taxed minds are exhausted from making decisions.
We feel isolated, neglected, dismissed-
Sad.
Where is the energy we had at the beginning?
We were going to save the world with our work!
But two weeks became a month which became a season.
And nearly six months later,
What now?
On top of all of this,
Children are learning remotely,
Parents must learn to be two places at once.
We are dreading the spread of COVID,
And our loved ones are very sick and dying.
When will life return to normal?
Will life return to normal?
Will we sleep normally again?
O God, show your presence in these cloudy days
When the waters of visioning are murky
And we don’t know how to style tomorrow.
O God, show us your presence as our hearts sink
And as the winds of the unknown swirl around us.
Fill our souls with hope,
And may we see the land of possibilities again.
Amen.
Thank you for your words. I am having a difficult time finding space for the hard feelings of these days. I don’t want to wallow in pain, fear, and loss — but, lately I’ve been struggling to find a safe place to land for even one bad day. I’ve been called “negative, difficult, wallowing” by people I love. There has to be a place in this journey for fear, pain and anger. It’s here — acknowledged or unacknowledged.
Such a beautiful prayer. Thank you.